/gsg/ - tragsg

could have been a lot worse

heading to the airport on a taxi while listening to "virgin radio"
then ill fly to the capital and after 10 hours of staring at a wall ill go take my test and then go to work sleep deprived and hungry and tired and suicidal

is it the jap test

would be funny if the test turned out to be entirely in turkish

why cant you just drive

too many feral kurds on the road

i was going to say that there's a strait in the way but then i remembered they changed it to ankara

theres actually a bridge
or two or three i dont remember

virgin radio fucking sucks

i'm so exhausted it's like it all was building up throughout the day and just now it hit me like a truck
i don't think i have the energy to stand up and make the bed

security is retardedly lax and theres a lot of fuckups in the english translations
thisll be my first time on a plane!!

would make an epic manga chapter too bad its just some pathetic tard

i'm not looking forward to the first time i fly
it's not like i'm afraid or anything it just feels.. wrong
what can you even do on a plane do they have internet

put a blanket over your lap and waggle your willy while staring at the little girls

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water you on about

going on the plane for the first time is very solesque

its what???

also i arrived an hour and a half early just in case and thus have to wait that amount before the airplane comes

theres fuckall to do in this place and i cant even nap

the cats are irritated

i watched the movie op is from and it was fucking shit

am back home

did anyone get my 10k usds yet???

no where the fuck is it!!

its in gc's mailbox

miss him so fucking bad bros

bad news the plane didnt crash

ugh then what the fuck did i spend that 10k usd on

first and last meal i had in ankara successfully gave me food poisoning

what was the food

you wouldnt get it its a turkish thing

ahhhh old poo i understand

yeah it was kurd yogurt (made from and not by kurds)

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also i visited anitkabir and it was pretty epic but am too tired to explain in detail

are you japanese now

men of the trashhold, We need to play darkest hour ww1 scenario mp all together (at least 4 men)

no computer here boss

i looked it up so i know that's not the case here but i find it extremely funny how every single one ancient anatolian structure/ruin/excavation site will always have some random gibberish turkish name since they are the ones who own the land now

same way literally all the aryan stuff is going to sound super russian

the exam hasnt even started and im already about to vomit and pass out

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Porphyrios_%28whale%29

turkest whale in history

what an awful day jesus
and why the fuck does the exam last 4 whole hours exactly thats way too fucking long
add in my 9 hour long ride back home and ughhhhh

kill kikes kill kikes kill kikes kill kikes

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wet-bulb_temperature
huh fascinating guess this will start being a problem within like, 20 years
tl;dr is at certain temperatures+humidity your body will just make you die even if you have a fan and stuff running

im way past the bulb temperature

don't get it at all
but i would say my maximum comfortable limit is 40 C and its usually 95 sdomething humanity here

theres some science to it i think its assuming youre just like......outside

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I dont get why thats a problem, tropical areas are already really hot and really wet (in fact thats what theyre known for)

if anything we should worry that the rain will stop coming down and itll go from nice tropical bunda land to sandy islamic incel territory

wish i would stop living

back from the 4 hour exam which was preceeded by 12 hours of wallstaring and will be followed up by 9 hours in a bus, 3 hours of sleep, 2 hours in a bus and 10 hours of work
95% of the people who entered the exam were between 18 and 25, there were some girls with stereotypical popular meme anime shirts, only about a hundred people came to the exam despite the max being 500 or so, and half of them came for the n1 i believe
in the vocab reading comprehension etc part you have 100 minutes, i finished it all in 45 and spent the rest of the time rechecking, pretty sure i was the fastest
the listening comprehension part was 55min and it had 6 questions(read: 30), in the first 2(read:12) i fucking ate shit but the rest was easy and im pretty sure i passed
some epic moments were having to hide my phone and wallet in some fucking bushes, while being stared right at by 100 people, all because those arent allowed for some fucking reason and they only told me at the last second. thankfully nobody stole my shit in those 4 hours which is shocking
another is how the entrants to the exam were split up by gender and made into a single line and i stood there like a fucking tard right in the middle of the girls line
my present hope is that this bus will crash into a wall and explode on impact

so you are miss......... osmanoğl.....A.........

oh yeah and the whole exam i was using a pencil with spiderman on it
can you guess what caused that situation?????

you like spiderman

^°∆°^^^^^^^^^^^^^

no actually its because i had no pencil to take the test with and since its both the weekend and kurban bayrami literally everywhere was closed, i happened to find 1(1) pencil in a convenience store and had no choice but to buy it

what about the hundred other fellow jap enthusiasts sitting right next to you

well most of them arent retarded like me and bought their pencils ages ago
i wouldnt be surprised if there was another spiderman enthusiast or 2 though

what i meant was couldn't one of them lend you one
or even some random person who works there
well i guess you would only get a chance to ask when the time for the test was already close and if nobody had one for you at that point that'd be pretty bad

lending????
no we dont do that here in turkey, anyome could be an undercover kurd or even armenian who will never give it back

they couldnt do that because the same people who mandate hiding wallets in bushed mandate not lending pencils
only 7 more hours of bus to go

laughing at the turkish pencil police

you are literally instantly disqualified the moment you are found lending shit, same for the one getting stuff lended to him
also when i went to anitkabir there was a museum about ataturk and friends there, a very big one full of replicas and real things from 100 years ago such as golden pocketwatches with intricate engravings and what have you
there was also a tiny part dedicated to a book called something like "the lost continent of mu" and another about some guy who fouht in the independence war called "cockroach"
there was also a lot of epic stuff but i dont remember them anymore

right, lending pencils is uninslamic, you let them lend a pencil or two and in a decade you will have little-hat-people trading future-pencils and trust-pencil-funds and you will owe them 0.0038ths of a pencil for every second you use it

5 more hours of bus to go
actually these things have those wall tables you can use the internet and shit on but the thing is theres no wifi for some reason so theyre completely useless as anything other than a weak emergency light
if youre wondering what i have done the last three and a half hours and will do for another five it is mainly passing in and out of consciousness
number of weird little tiny water pods ive eaten, plastic and all: 10

oh yeah one time i bought groceries and long story short i couldnt carry all of them home so i had to hide some of my groceries in a bush and come and get them after carrying the other groceries hom

so we're basically kindred spirits in bush hiding

thats gay

well you know what they say
two in the bush is worth a bird and all that

shooting in america
2 dead 28 wounded

anything new happen though

no

sometimes i get this overwhelming urge to just break everything around me
its not led to anything so far but it feels like something will happen eventually

i've given into that urge before, it's kind of fun actually

big sign of being a nigger

no, i had a mental breakdown and ended up breaking something on accident, and then i just figured i'd start breaking everything around me because why not

get a ball and kick it around
t. expert

only 1 hour left!!!

debating sleeping 4 hours earlier and just skipping dinner

i already forgot i slept for only 3 hours

what kinds of things do you even break when you "start breaking everything"
i know my grandpa smashed a (drinking) glass when he heard peron won but thats about it

what did he smash when he won the next time, or the time after that, or when he came back

add another 2 hours to thqt actually

and another one yeah there you go
i can count those who i do not want to suffer for all eternity on one hand

>>22066
that looks awesome
wtf is that even

try googling it

try.. explaining it

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it was the time he came back so he only had to do it once
when he won the first and second times he was still a kid

what a fucking hay i dont feel like fucking around with files and troubleshooting and testing and doing trite for 72 hours straight when i just wanted to sit down and fuck around i guess this is why normalfags hate computers except that this sort of thing only happens like once or twice a year at most but when it does its always a bad moment

sp stop having manic episodes

i went to the renaissance fair and saw a lot of cute people with amicable faces

went to something like that once and it was hot and boring and i bought a shitty plastic sword that instantly broke

i bought a cowl haha it protected me from the rain it was pretty nice actually

personally I want to buy a cow
might sign myself up for some of those profesionalization courses to become able to run a rural business

its going to be over 90 degrees for the rest of the week (thats 35c)

dont think ugly people should have beautiful cats

people tend to look like their pets

judging from my body alone i definitely wont survive past this night
but if you add in my soul into the picture the situation suddenly reverses and i absolutely will survive no matter how terrible of a condition the body is in, because this is my punishment

why do you keep being this vague seriously what could lead someone to think "yeah im fucked up im gonna die" what do you even get up to
i just sit in my computer or sit in a truck all day and ive never chopped my finger off or had explosive headaches or temporary blindnes

yeah but you dont see a turk every time you look in the mirror

so what do you punch the mirror??? seriously how could you be so physically fucked up

you get paper skin and glass bones after a lifetime of eating rice and yoghurt

theres 5 different things i could be doing right now but i choose to stare at the wall

well its time for me to go back and 100% kagetsu tohya and i missed literally every h scene so tonight im going to be clicking through a million h scenes

translators note: h scene means horrific scene

ever since i ate a boatload of pasta a couple days ago i just can't feel hunger anymore
or rather i do get a little hungry and i've eaten a few times but it all felt extremely disgusting and my stomach still feels bloated

can you name me something more epic than waking up to 20 call and 80 messages

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i am literally just beeing myself i do not a single thing out of the ordinary yet every day i feel like im going to vomit and pass out
i am baffled too and i can only assume its a curse because nothing else makes sense

have you considered seeing a doctor

you play too many video games play 1 hour a day at most thatll be 3 million dollars
t.doctor

41 dont go to a doctor theyre just going to give you bandaid meds that are either duds or they dont do what you want

who the fuck knew being a 2d protagonist would be this tough
im willing to cede my position to anybody who wants it

pasta for breakfast

https://store.steampowered.com/app/1162750/Songs_of_Syx/
https://trello.com/b/wF5RYqdF/songs-of-syx

what am i supposed to do with this information

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/28%E2%80%9329_April_events_(Turkey)
>As the turmoil between the police and the students got out of hand, army units were called for reinforcement. Seeing the soldiers, the students began to chant long live the Turkish army, we are with the army. Then the soldiers and the students embraced each other, and there was no clash between the soldiers and the students.
incredibly funny sentences here

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well you could unironically have cancer although at this stage its probably way too late
i'd wager stomach cancer or something

i should hire someone to help me structure sentences

turkey is such a minekid country

just read these
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/555k_protests
>At that time, the cars of President Celal Bayar, Prime Minister Adnan Menderes and Assembly Speaker Refik Koraltan were nearby as they were returning from the Assembly. Bayar and Menderes, who learned that there was a protest in Kızılay, wanted to see what was going on. As soon as they reached the square, howls of protest, booing and slogans went up. Menderes got out of his car and angrily confronted the protesters, challenging them and cursing them. He shouted: "Are you going to kill me? Come on, kill me!" The protesters replied: "We are not murderers, the government are murderers!"[3] 
>During the protest, Menderes asked one of the students "What do you want?" (According to some rumors, the person he spoke to was former CHP Chairman Deniz Baykal, a student at that time, or alternatively, according to the poet Cemal Süreya, it was Vedat Dalokay). In answer, the student grabbed the collar of the Prime Minister's collar and said, "We want freedom!" Menderes replied "You're holding onto the collar of the Prime Minister. Is there any greater freedom than that?"[4][5]

i like how late 90's early 00's anime sometimes have long periods of silence between dialogue, and sometimes even a full minute or two of nobody speaking
it just feels.....good

https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm39293763

https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm34108229
https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm36579285

is this really how the japanese spend their time

is this vr thing an actual game that people invest time into playing

vr is still worthless and dogshit so i dont think theres much people who play them
the vr guy ive been posting is an "expert" on them who only posts meme videos of him playing shitty vr games

my friend has a vr thing and i went over and played this little roguelike and it was kind of fun for a bit

today too im a big fat fucking loser drinking poo beer all by myself in a dark room while getting upset

wow anime sure is wacky

should i just stop caring at this point... or at least just care less?

i recommend so
i care the bare minimum i am required and even that is only because my body forces me to care about my preservation
life is just really such a terrible fucking ironic shit no word can describe it

i stopped caring years ago and now i'm here

theres far worse places to be

perhaps then, it does seem to be a big source of my interpersonal problems with other people

well in the sense of interpersonal situations literally nobody cares at all, they all just vaguely pretend to care
even when people are "mad" in interpersonal relationships its just a fleeting anger like when you read a retarded twitter post or something, you know youre above it and you dont really care but you pretend anyway for the sake of it

everything always hurts and always has
i dont believe for a second that im normal or human or what have you

66 my thing is i really want to care but i cant sometimes. i really push myself to care but then get exhausted. right now im in a stage of wanting to care but not, constantly failing to get myself up there to that mental level of involvement and investment

for me i want to care, but if i want to stop constantly behaving like a tard, i need to not care as much

but why bother caring at all, all of this trite is just going to be washed away into nothing eventually
if you mean in the sense that you want to do self-improvement or something then just know that any form of improvement is fine and that you'll get it even if you just follow the things you like, if you mean it like "i want to stop fucking up" then give up while youre still ahead

mostly the last one

well ive spent my entire life trying to stop fucking up and so have you and neither of us have gotten any real results
therefore its most likely impossible

idk, i just don't want to sour things i already have with people now, by fucking up all the time

funny how everybody in the world is too illiterate to use ;

A: turkey is going to be a superpower by 2020
A: never forget that
B: :)
B: and everyday Turkey is further away from 2020

oh yeah on the day of the exam i heard a funny conversation between two men
A: youre gonna get burnt under the sun!!
B: the AKP(erdogans party) is already burning me!!!
and then all three of us laughed
also i need to wake up in 6 hours but dont want to

fuck this jesus christ

why that one

because its the one im in charge of

ate a big burger now i'm having a big beer

me im quite the big loser for such a small man

GIVE ME 10000 DOLARS!!!!

thats more than a million times my net worth

what happened to your turkish pencil
surely thats worth more than 10 cents

it would actually be kind of cool if there was a red pencil with a red eraser but it has the crescent moon and star on the end

kurd stole it while i was trying to find my way through the back alleyways of izmir at 5 am

insane how we live in a 1984 world where everyone has been tricked into genuinely believing underage girls are not attractive but sodomy is a perfectly valid expression of love

https://pt.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carlos_Volante
>Também ganhou notoriedade em sua época de jogador, por dar origem à expressão "volante" no futebol brasileiro.
>Como jogava no meio de campo, a expressão "volante" se tornou popular definindo a sua posição, e a expressão é utilizada para os jogadores que atuam na mesma posição até os dias atuais, em todo o Brasil.

its so hot i had to shut the computer off and wallow for a few hours

that's pretty funny (carlos not the wallowing)

feels like theres been zero posts but the thing says 161

now it says 162 O_o

162? now thats a place i wouldnt want to be in

h8 when i get too bored to even watch anime
may just have to sit down and do it tomorrow

i engulf myself in intricately irrelevant stuff and i enjoy my life because of it

i dont enjoy at all

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what a start

nothing more based and redpilled than going to work before anybody wakes up and coming back home after everybody goes to sleep

and the door of the bus fucking broke so i will ironically be late to work
my life is proof that theres a fucking higher being

first thing i see is a rotting kitten corpse

ohhhh k now im fully done kagetsu tohya and with that truly done my tsukihime adventure
i liked that last scenario because i really wanted something with tohno shiki, and im still holding out hope for something with him in the yumizuka route
in any case........ its over

for me its only just getting started

got called an anime to my face
and by that what i mean is, when i told someone i went to take the jap exam they decided to call me by the title anime
i laughed in response but only on the outside

dear god theres nothing to do

for some reason i developed a habit of spitting (in the sink) whenever i pass by the bathroom
might have to get a spit bucket for my room

i spit maybe once a year

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Socialist_Party_of_America_v._Village_of_Skokie

waheyyyyy i have to wake up even earlier to get fucking PAPER!!!! done

>The Appellate Court ruled per curiam on July 11, 1977 that the swastika was not protected by the First Amendment.[28][29] 
thats an e1

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guess what these two are!!!

hey anime you got some turkish  pens to spare?

is that an ataturk pencil sharperner

hahahaha(laughing on(ly) the outside)

think i hear gabriel and his trumpets

only thing i can hear is sighing

its a decorative thing about how in the defense of gallipoli a man singlehandedly carried a 150 or so kg artillery shell and fired it, sinking an angloid battleship(i dont know if hes real or not but it certainly was sunk)
the other one is "k. ataturk" which i am sure you can guess what that means

must be the turkish version of t. ataturk
 borrowed from your turanic brothers up in finland

unfortunately its just k(emal) ataurk

for me, its kemal harris. chief turk of the united states

love blowing 12 hours on work and transport everyday

why go to work when you can just wallow in misery at home

well you see i have no money and my parents are brown little jews who wont give their savings away so that their son can have a peaceful neet life

time to stare at the wall until its time for bed and then to keep repeating this until i die

the united states at this point should just have a new house of government with 1 person elected from each ethnic group so a "chief turk" and a "chief italian" etc.

yeah and the chief jew will rule over them all

there would be fierce competition for positions like head jew the campaigning would be comparable to the president
but stuff like chief qaraqalpak would be so obscure nobody even knows about it until he reads the list on wikipedia

i've thought about a similar scenario before
each ethnicity has its own government and laws
so if a polish person commits a crime he goes to the polish court and is judged by a polish judge and a polish jury
what makes this different than your average bantustan is that there's no borders or territory so your neighbor might be a member of the polish nation even though you're a pure blooded aryan
but i never figured out how to deal with inter-ethnic crimes (other than a federal government)

its not like that its just a body of government like the senate

you can post now

ok well im still needing a small loan of 40,000 usd to become a rich landowner soy producer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7j04wuhEcdM
try google translating the lyrics and see how nice they are!!

i am tired

soon to be dead

is this the anime girl version of dixieland

wounds got gruesome and they tickle

time heals all wounds but it also turns you into a big fat corpse

got a big wound on my heart and its only getting bigger over time sir

friend seemed surprised when i said i didnt wanna go see fireworks
its so fukken shitty going to the big firework show (here) you stand on the bank of a river filler with poo (last time i went the corpse of a dead cat floated by) in the fukken hot sun for hours in agony and the fireworks arent even that cool
would rather just drink and shoot off fireworks in the backyard

ANDDDDD the fucking traffic oh my godddddd the fucking traffic *recoils in horror*

one time when i went i thought i saw a severed finger on the rocks by the beach

i dont even need independence day to see cat corpses me

funny how under no conditions are the suicidal allowed to die but those who wish to live drop dead by the billions everyday

havent you heard of the new canada laws

canadians arent people so their life and death do not matter

死ぬまでは無間地獄

>Buddhism teaches that going to Naraka is temporary, allowing the offenders to work off the karma they garnered in life. Avīci is sometimes cited as lasting 3.39738624×1018 or 339,738,624×1010 years,[6] about 3.4 quintillion years. 
only a little bit more left to go!!!

why would they come up with that random number
its not like some buddha guy knows what a quintillion is

the guy who made the article probably went through the avinci hell himself and thats how he knows

aughh

avici sounds latin so now i got roman buddhism on my mind

ugh tripfags are such a disgusting breed
a general i use has had a tripfag who started posting like two weeks ago and after people initially said to turn the trip off or fuck off and he didnt do either im assuming everybody filtered/is ignoring him because in like two weeks NOBODY has relied to a post he's made but he STILL is making posts it's insanity

every community needs its talex

need posts

so did he pass the jap test or not

he passed away

too highbrow for me

wait i get it now

chromiums a good browser its been working well for me so far but maybe i should switch to opera or something else

i prefer chlorium poisoning

huge fan of how the message of gantz so far seems to be "if you give kids guns theyll just kill people because theyre evil"

im so hungry

been thinking about it and im so glad im me
theres truly no one i'd rather be

yeah
imagine being anyone else especially the people here
couldnt be me

so what the FUCK was up with that prigozhin thing????

uppity russians got uppity for freebies

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its so retarded it's magic

>>22267
dont remember posting this

hearing word that the negotiations were a cover for securing multi million dollar catering contracts for prigozhins hot dog company
unironically the best explanation ive heard so far

the results are only revealed two whole months after you take the exam

oh boy only 12 hours left until i can go home

wish i was talking to anime girls instead

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/sakuradamon_incident_(1860)

cant focus

komm susser todd

craving something fat and sweet
must be the starvation

fell victim to the urge to play vicky2 but ended shutting it off in disgust less than a year in

last 10 times i got the willyurge i stopped myself because i knew i was going to end up in the same situation

what braziliant accents are the ones who pronounce the R like an H
or which ones do it the most
its so retarded

do you mean... the normal r sound??? 
it's not dialectal r is pronounced differently depending on some rules

why is it hot in my room

apparently there's a whole 37 homeless people in la plata out of like 800k

you do know the government stats and reality are two whole completely different things

its the census THOUGH
also ive only seen homeless people like twice (one of them was always the same person living in 1 specific park but i stopped seeing them long ago)
it completely matches up with my experience of reality and also with many other things in reality (such as that a lot of the poorest people just go and build a shack somewhere instead of living inthe street itself) 

when you go to the capital however its a whole different world. there's homeless people all over the place in the denser areas

mate la plata IS the capital

no no the other one the federal capital

its a banana dictatorship theres no federal anything

>Buenos Aires (/ˌbweɪnəs ˈɛəriːz/ or /-ˈaɪrɪs/;[6] Spanish pronunciation: [ˈbwenos ˈajɾes] (listen)),[7] officially the Autonomous City of Buenos Aires,[a] is the capital and primate city of Argentina.
big fan of the "primate city"
cee also https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buenos_Aires#Partner_cities

did you really have to google if buenos aires is the capital or not

dont compare me to the likes of you

seville.....cadiz.......tel aviv......and miami....... the 4 oldest brother cities of buenos aires............ coming up on 50 years together, what a partnership....... :')

you know what all those places have in common

imagine if we had people who posted (from the places in 98)

its funny how in a few months ive never heard of AI at all when people stopped spamming about it

the only interaction ive had with it in the last like 4 months or so is that I upscaled a shitty resolution image to decent results

one thing i noticed is that after all this ai trite whenever people see an image with questionable quality or that otherwise just looks a little weird they immediately go "is that ai generated???"
seen this too much to know it as true

for me its the beautiful anime girls i generated that nobody else has ever laid eyes not even a drawslave

for me its creating crimes against both man and God

yeah like me for example

love how you can move the human body in a slightly wrong way and have neck pain for the rest of the day

hope not all of the new posts are manga dumps or about la plata when i wake up

did you know La Plata features in Umineko?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?¿?

wait really

yes it features in one line in i think the 3rd or 4th chapter I dont really remember
it just says "La Plata" so theoretically it could mean a different meaning of La Plata (i.e. the region or some other La Plata such as La Plata, Missouri)

ugh la plata missouri...mein vaterland...

hm should visit there

hm deserves missouri

turns out having a cool car makes you friends

>The word dulcimer originally referred to a trapezoidal zither similar to a psaltery
oooh yeah of course

yup yup checks out here

thats kind of funny i was just telling the tranny that she deserves canada (in an insulting(but jokingly) way) a few hours ago and prior to reading that post

i deserve a psaltery

turns out not having a car or dreams or ambitions or a job or money is bad for making friends

you have us

with friends like these...what more could i 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be glad you even GET to gunshot some of us here cant do it no matter how much they want to

we*

*slingshots*
ugh i missed that fucking dino again

ive hit a point where if i see a dinosaur in anything i laugh thinking about dinohuntere

everytime i hear my phone alarm i automatically jump right off my bed
and whenever i try to go to sleep i hallucinate the sound of a phone with its sound turned off vibrating vigorously because its being called
god i hate this shit

almost got baited into watching a show airing this season because it has robots then i looked up who was writing it and they have only wrote abject garbage

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uhg yes i love scouring through old obscure blogs for information that's been nearly lost

huh...so turks WERE based after all...

huh?

thoughts on how twitter is (apparently) dying and facebooks new service stole all the users away or something
dont knoe anything about these since i only happened to accidentally read headlines about it

i used to occasionally check the status of various peoples and things on their twitter page but now it doesn't work anymore so that's pretty annoying
i didn't hear about any facebook thing but i bet it's gonna be even worse

pretty embarrassing how much i can entertain myself by just throwing something up in the air and catching it
i probably have more fun doing that than i do when i play certain video games

the most fun game of all is the game of not going outside

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turns out that japan used to have 302 prefectures

and...?

thats a lot
so much so that theres no map of it because of how much of a pain it would be to make one

how many do they have now

its a little weird but in practice that's not really different than just dividing it up into like 1000 counties or whatever the subdviisons are called

saw a bunch of naked brown children hitting a bench repeatedly with their clothes
and several dozen normal humans pretending not to be seeing this
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should be 42
it is a problem in practice because youd have too many for people to memorize and many things like which prefecture a car is registered in would be a pain to handle

its really deflating how every poster on the internet from a "western" country is either brown or chinese these days

itll stop mattering once were all dead

...so hurry up and kill me!!!!!!!

so fucking lonely

love being alone

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this is just ciel

rewatching akagi because i realized i never finished it (i read the manga)
fuck its so good

AND i fukken """know""" how to play mahjong now so its basically like im watching a different show

"The onset of El Niño will greatly increase the likelihood of breaking temperature records and triggering more extreme heat in many parts of the world and in the ocean," said Petteri Taalas, secretary general of the WMO.

who even came up with that name

taalas sr

thoughts on wasabi peas

if they are similar to wasabi almonds them i'm a fan

i would presume as such 
but the peas have a bit of a papery texture

had some salty edo beans once and wasnt a fan

Scientists found several spiky animals lurking near streams in Vietnam and discovered two new species

its not really new just a gecko with a weird toe or something

they found me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hm6RQgGTZr0

i like it a lot

the song or the lizard

the song imbecile

it has more protein now isnt that a good thing

oh well yes the whole album is quite good
been listening to that band quite a lot lately some very good music from those fellas
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34OX6utqlxI

sure yes I guess. the "new" cows are like 70 years old at this point

although its actually mostly talking about how those tradicional fat cows were less fertile 
nowadays cows are taller

the rapid evolution we've done with domesticated animals is nothing short of amazing
i dont mean that in a particularly negative or positive way, just genuine awe

and also those "new" cows, as i implied theyre already like 70 years old, are old now. new new cows are different. 
i think the sought-after bodyfat% is like 18%

i think that about cars and trucks and roads. and computer

it would sure be cool if i had ever kissed anyone

been kissed on the cheek never anything else

not good enough a reason to say fuck it all and live in spite as ive found out. the spite is why i never understood how to get my first kiss, and partly why i never understood that it's not something incredibly special. and that there are things that feel extraordinary and incomparable but if you get them for free it means youre cheating and dont deserve them. you have to put in some effort and be uncomfortable and realize it's not all it's cracked up to be. then once yourw at that level of comprehension everybodys on the same page and you can have a little fun with it fuck around a bit. but if youre a scared bitch that wants everything for you and nothing for them you arent gonna have a place in the world of companionship and pair bonding

what if i could go to another worltd

what if 
things wasnt as it was

what if.. 
the stars..! 
*gazes off into them*

whats it now jim

i want to try ketamine and acid but im supposed to be in recovery

yeah probably shouldnt do drugs

but those arent addictive

but they'll break your brain even more

like whos to really say your spirituality is the most meaningful because its the most somber and least evident? maybe yes i AM trying to escape as well and it WOULD trigger an allergic hesitancy to go down back to the ground to the realer bleaker starker world of sobriety. but i think maybe THIS TIME as long as i dont fuck around with uppers or things that can make you acutely dependent and crave, then i should be ok. i feel like if i could blast myself into oblivion on weekends with ketamine it would make me MORE willing to do the work thats hard in real life. i already see why that doesnt make sense. but i cant or dont want to put it into words.

>i feel like if i could blast myself into oblivion on weekends with ketamine 
wow sure glad you dont want to take anything addictive mate
you do know addiction goes beyond a physical dependency

anyway just a few more years and ill own my own farm with my own house and my own serf and my own serfhouse and I will essentially be set for life 

i guess at that point is when you start to become a mentally ill 1stoid but we'll see when we get there

yeah but the dangerous kind is where it's something inconceivably good, like assaulting your senses with pleasure chemicals blasting everywhere. thats not what im wanting to do now. 
the key thing is this: 
no comedown, no hangover, no withdrawal; no problems

i mean that's just completely ridiculous
it's like the most obvious bargaining addict behavior you could have
"come on man it's just a little bit and this stuff is not even that bad ;)" you're just finding justifications to let yourself go again

>no problems
citation needed

what YOU guys arent getting is that you could also have a lot of addictive type behaviors and thinking patterns checked by AA type rigorousness. it really is a whole moral system, where all the people have to get along and compromise and put the others needs before theirs and constantly be feeling bad so they can be helpful to others. that is what AA preaches. and i like the sound of it, it’s just, I would try anything first really hard to make sure it’s actually true. AA is a hard path and a bleak monkish outlook

i definitely do
and i don't think everyone should be super strict with desires and addictions and all that
but when you have previously destroyed yourself by doing this very same thing it's a different story and you need to check yourself so to speak

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the job

im going along with the check myself thing for as long as i can but i just feel like ive robbed myself of potentially fun or enlightening experiences or a golden era in life by running into incredibly dangerous shit first, recklessly

used a truck like that once when i moved

glad im not a literal subhuman to be able to get addicted to things

in AA they have this cope where an addict is a special type of person like an apex predator that most efficiently seeks the highest rewards for the brain (and if only they could stay off the drugs theyd totally have a mansion and a bmw and be the boss)

that is quite the cope indeed
and a bmw is apt

all i know about aa is from movies and it all just looks so... cultish

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this is my homework for it

hahahahahahahahahaaha you are so pathetic

this is bringing back all the nightmares about nonsense questionnaries with no correct answers from back in school

forget AA was also just a complete pagano-prod cult

this is literally like a 6th grade english assignment but i guess thats the cognitive level of most alcoholics

i mean it's not just alcoholics you should never forget just how utterly ignorant the average joe is

im relinquishing any idea of ego like that anymore. if my younger self looked at this hed spit at it, and then hed go lose his mind on drugs because thats the kind of shit gremlin he was and IS. ive had the fortune of some very tender learning experiences in spaces of recovery and treatment and seeing where i fall in with other people and i AM pathetic, but not really, and im not above this. nobody is above this. this is the superlative treatment. this shit is what they have you do when youve been through the worst of what life has. you are supposed to feel not in control that’s the whole idea. 

and the impression i get talking to people is like i dont even have any law trouble and i might be jumping into this 'too early' (which doesnt make sense to say cause im not gonna fuck up like that again) but like theres people that have hit the BOTTOM bottom and im not there but that doesnt make any of this less true. 

no its not some epic fucking oswald spengler theory or some trite about the heartland world egg or the theological pinhead dances or velocity and modernism. its not super intellectual you know why? cause its REAL it is grounded in LIVED EXPERIENCES and the language it uses gets into your head directly so you dont have to fuck around thinking about grammar. i like it. im on board with it. i promise to not order ketamine from the darknet despite what i was just saying a bit ago. let me put it like this, just for today i will be clean.

its forgivable for the lowly masses to be their lowly selves but the worst thing is your approbation of the parochial

why even do drugs in the first place
its far easier and less destructive to just wallow on your own

we are all the lowly masses why dont you get that

yeah yeah thats nice and good jimmy anyway im back home so time for interesting topics
anyone (jimcluded) wanna finance my farm??? ill let you live in the shed and later we can build you a house if you want. i am thinking of becoming a small vineyard owner in mendoza

ALTHOUGH the cheapest entry point seems to be the cow sector, but the profits are shittier and you need to know how to keep them from dying and when theyre fat enough and also they can run away unlike a grape or a corn

06 see, no, no it isnt. this is what im saying with addictive type behaviors and thinking. addictive euphoria producing drugs WOULD grab you if youre a wallower

but i am a wallowing wall starer and i barely even drink

you couldnt pay me to be a platoid

the taste is there. itll get ya if you pay attention to what it does how it makes you feel how it alleviates all the badness. then you wont want it to end.

drugs are for bad people (niggers)

racism is wrong

see thats the thing you dont get paid you just get fed and clothed and given a roof and something to do with your time

not only have i never felt the compulsion to do drugs i'v never even been in contact with anyone who had access to drugs

i watched that farm tv show you do not want animals they're way more trouble than they're worth

but see now i HAVE had contact with them and been in their lives a bit and learned some things

how bout i finance and own the land and in exchange you do all of the work and ill let you keep a cut of the profit
ill even provide free protection against bandits and brigands

i'll have to talk to my union representatives

no no no therell be none of that
you can join a serfs guild though

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yes the thing is that for crops you need half a million usds of farming machinery/equipment

and for smaller stuff like fruits or vegetables or whatever, you need a lot of labor (and or hiring people)

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no you see i already have like half of the money i just need a small loan NOT owning the land defeats all the point

well then ill have to deny as working wouldnt be very herrschaftlich of me

jim how about you youre retarded maybe if you gave me all your money you wouldn't spend it on drugs anymore

>give me all your money and move to south america so you dont have to worry about anything
already know how this episode ends

jim trooning out is an inevitability at this point

no i was referring to that time a bunch of americans moved to a commune in the amazon jungle and then committed mass suicide in the 60s

yeah the tranny was a troon since before even knowing me how am / at fault

also you cant deny it works. the trannys living standars have gone up about 300fold

canada is a hellscape solely populated by pyschos so anything must be better

man my shoulders are just blown
must be from carrying all the weight of the world around with me

the world needs to trim some fat if you get my meaning

the world is a toilet

and we're the shit

i'm the pee

they say you only need 6 hours of sleep but i wake up overwhelmed and spend all day exhausted and stressed and wanting to go home, no matter how much sleep i get

theres dead skin everywhere

bedtime!

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2. yes
3. yes
4. yes
5. yes
6. yes
7. yes
8. tiredness
9. thats false
11. yes
how many did i get right teach

skipped too many questions unfortunately you will have to start over from kindergarten

noooo but that brown fuck hm stole the story before i could read it and thats why i couldnt answer them!!

i'll spoiler this because of nipples so none of you get fired but absolutely hilarious excerpt here

dreamt that my uncle was ridiculing me because my life and job are too easy or whatever and then i splendidly btfod him by saying it takes 12 hours of the day everyday
then i woke up to work

also i slept 10 hours yesterday and 10 hours today yet im still extremely tired
i think all that stuff about 6 hours being enough is just a lie

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the gantz mc has displayed some cannic traits every now and again

(the context for that page is an alien trying to kill him walked into his class and threatened to murder everyone in his classroom and he decided just to leave and go somewhere else)

can is a member of tragsg so he should treasure our friendship a bit more

he's gone on record saying we bullied him too much so i reckon he WOULD let a nasty little alien kill us all

luv how when you accidentally get to work too early you have nothing to do but stare at the ground and wait

the fact that i cant know just when i will die makes me sick

well I sure will be dying within the next 100 years that I can tell you

apparently we just found out that octopi have 2 phases of sleep like humans
and this is the first time we've found a non-primate that has it and they might even be dreaming

science is mostly fake but marine biologists seem somewhat trustworthy so im willing to believe it